breathe.

take a deep breathe.
who are you.
where are you going.
is this your plan or His.

just sit down.
are you focused.
close your eyes and listen to your heart.
"it hurts"
wait. listen.
mandy. stop thinking about everything around you.
be in the moment not in what is coming.

slow down.
what are you trying to say.
what makes you feel this way.
how many people will you blame to figure out its you.
yeah, you are hurt.
yes. they let you down.

"theres a lump in my throat like i need to cry"
well cry it out then.
who are you.
ask yourself and be real with the answer.
yeah its going to be hard to move past them.
they will always let you down.
and you cant just let them go.

"they dont even care"
they care, but not particularly about whats going through your head.
since when do you allow people to run your life like this.
move on.
when you graduate you need to leave this place.
all these past friendships and current ones hold you here.
"but i love them."

their actions depend on your happiness.