pursuit of happYness

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trying to figure out what makes me happy.
somehow i continue to wonder if my parents are proud.
if they really care where my life is headed.
they are being very immature these days.

i love this job, well the kids and teaching in nature.
but our team isnt really a team.
who is the leader.
i want to work in this enviroment, just not here...

in a pursuit for happYness is hard to go through when you know what makes you happy but you dont know where to find it.
and the people who raised you dont care.

my mom, g-ma, sisters and friends have been incredible.
i couldnt ask for better people in my life.

i miss my dad and brother.
it has been hard not being able to see them.
dad doesnt call like he used to.
and my brother isnt free to call when he wants.....

someday she'll change.
someday she will stop being a hypocrite.
someday.

.m.a.n.d.y.