love without hate

when you go through relationship after relationship that continues to let you down or leave you behind what do you do.
how do you trust
i'm frustrated with my family and how the past continues to run their lives....
move on.
forgive
forget
love without ceasing
be Christ.
who are we to hold grudges and hate.
live life to the fullest forgetting the past that holds you down.
my cousins allow their parents hate and anger become their hate and anger.
be your own person.
if you let anger control you it will take over and begin to blur your vision or love

i am so upset at where my familys anger has gotten them
i dont even know who they are
what made them this way
God please intervein
these people need you
in order to go on they have to change their angered hearts

love without hate
can you love the same when you hold a grudge.
will you hold someone in your arms at the funeral and tell them you truly love them.
when this moment comes will you fall and hurt like you never have before.
when he passes will you be able to move on without regret, hurt, and anger.

if it is me, talk to me.
if it is them, say something.
don't let it go and have it revisit you.
get rid of this hurt.
give it to God.
His plans will continue whether we like it or not.
the time is closing in and we need to let this go and resolve it.
our God will take care of it

i can't cry over this anymore.
either fix it or get over it and stop bringing it back up.
love without hate.